bring it back

Mon, 2010-02-15 16:20

By brittrules2003

Gilmore Girls was a great show, I was so sad when they cancelled it, I had been watching it for years. I could watch every episode one hundred times and never get bored of it. I miss it. When I first moved into my husbands parents house I was so lonely, pregnant and after a while heartbroken. After my daughter was born we spent all our time in the bedroom, we were always alone, whether my husband was at work, school, or in the computer room with the XBOX. It was just her and I. I loved her so much I spent every moment with her. I used to take her baby seat and put it next to the shower, if she couldn’t smell me she would cry. One day abc family had a marathon of the Gilmore Girls reruns. I layed there in the bed with her little infant that she was and wished that she and I could one day live a life like that, just her and i working our way to the life we always wanted in a small town with an old house finally finding the love we always wanted. I thought of running away with her many times. leaving all the people who let us down and taking the only thing that i had done well that I loved and loved me back for something better. whenever i needed to get away gilmore girls was there, to take me to the place i had always wished i’d end up. That show saved me. I was lonely, heartbroken, confused and overwhelmed and that show gave me hope and a place to get away from it all. I wish it were back, now that it is gone I feel so alone, I can watch all the old episodes but they all remind me of the horrible times behind me, I wish we had new episodes with new hope.

Hey Brit:)! Thank you so

Sun, 2010-03-21 14:25

sari

Hey Brit:)!

Thank you so much for posting something so special and personal, when I was reading it I could really identify myself with you. I don’t have kids neither have I been married, but when you wrote :”I was lonely, heartbroken, confused and overwhelmed and that show gave me hope and a place to get away from it all” it was like reading my soul. (My, that soul part sounded really cliche, didin’t it? Sorry! But it’s really how I felt!)
Gg is like the perfect show to get away, with the amazing(and a bit lunatic) people, the gorgeous scenario, and I always wanted to have an inn!!
Anyway, I just don’t want you to feel sad or lonely, there are so many people around the world who feel exactly like that, so in an odd way, it makes me feel like I am not so alone. There will be better series that will give you hope, but most importantly your life will go better, you just have to discover that hope in your own life.
I spent too much time living through the Tv. But now I am keen on living my own life.
I know that it’s not easy, and GG is a perfect getaway, but it’s time to face your life. You need to be happy, and you deserve it. If you feel like that, think about what would make you happy, I wouldn’t tell you to run off but maybe consider spending a weekend with just your kid. In a small town with a lovely inn Smiling .
Try to be happy, everyday.